I spoke before of someone I was eager to see at the anime convention who seems to have forgotten me. It is no secret to those who know me well that I have had feelings for him that refuse to die down even after two years, and him having two girlfriends later. I mentioned how we have been talking and it almost seemed as if he was flirting at some points, but that is only part of his personality.  I have known for some time now that nothing would ever happen between us, but one can not stop their heart from making wishes. It is equally impossible to stop ones heart from breaking, just a little, when you watch the object of your devote affection bounce between relationships. I can not decide yet if it is a good or bad thing, but I found out about the newest one on facebook, in a very simple and cold status update. ‘Leon’s status has changed from “single” to “in a relationship”.’  That simple. And how I hate myself for reacting how I do! This is unlike me. Yet… I cannot help it.